When I care about something or want to do something, I try to do it well. And, if I feel like it is ordained by God, well, it's hard for me to say no (I've tried that before and the results are not very good....to say the least). Leading a small group Bible study at my church is one of those things that I didn't plan on doing. I didn't have the time, the energy, the desire....
Well, that's what I was telling myself, anyway.
It's been a tough year (a good year, but with many challenges). Some of these challenges I have talked about here, and some I haven't. Maybe I'll get to them along the way, but for now, some of them are just needing to stay inside for a little while longer.
For quite a while, I've been feeling pretty empty, spiritually. To put it bluntly, I've felt kind of dead inside. Through God's grace and mercy and love, I am FINALLY starting to wake UP!!
I've really been focusing on my relationship with God over the past few months. I find myself just basically living in constant conversation with Him. I mean, I just talk to God all the time lately. I know it may sound weird, and I don't really know how it happened (well of course I do), but it has....and amazingly, I feel alive again....I mean REALLY alive....and I am
HUNGRY!
I'm hungry for fellowship, I'm hungry to serve, I'm hungry to share his love and grace and mercy.......
I'm in the process of satisfying that hunger, and I am sooo excited about it and looking forward to sharing it here! Stay tuned!
He's our all boy, athletic, Daddy loving, amazingly messy, school adoring, people pleasing, ultra sensitive, fruit craving, mercifully giving, bed hopping, dangerously destructive, absolutely precious first born.
She's our extremely funny, big hearted, completely dramatic, very talkative, nurturing, terribly sassy, independent, fashion forward, chocolate craving, brown eyed, Mommy helping, sorta sneaky, beautifully stunning second born!




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